My Life With Kari Ferrell

Posted: April 16th, 2009 | Author: miconian | Filed under: Miconian At Large | Tags: , , , | Comments

kari-ferrellEditor’s note: If you haven’t read about Kari before, some of her further adventures are being discussed here.

I met Kari Ferrell six years ago, in the Capitol Hill neighborhood of Seattle. She was sixteen then. She almost got killed trying to save a kitten from getting run over by a mail truck. The truck swerved and the driver shouted. Kari stayed there, kneeling in the street, holding the kitten to her face and sobbing. I helped her up and offered to walk her home. She kept the kitchen clutched in her arms. A few steps later, she named it Mahatma.

We hadn’t made it past Pike and Broadway before some heroin-chic suburban high-school dropout accosted us and asked us for spare change. The kid walked alongside us, muttering some ridiculous story about lung cancer. Kari stopped, opened her purse, and gave the homeless kid everything she had, which looked like it amounted to about two hundred dollars. When I realized what was happening, I tried to stop her, but the scammer had already taken off. (I saw him in line later at Dick’s, waiting on a hamburger.)

As we walked on, I stole glances at this beautiful kid walking beside me. She had so much heart, so much potential. She could be anything, really. But I also knew it wasn’t going to be long before the cold cruel world swallowed her up. I figured I’d do something nice for Kari, while I still had her in my orbit.

“Do you like movies?” I asked her.

“I’m not allowed to see any,” she said. “I’m being raised on a commune run by a sociey that hates all technology. I just ran away yesterday, because it finally got unbearable when –”

“Oh, shaddap,” I said, giving her a friendly smack on the back of her round little head. “I’m gonna teach you a few things, kid.”

My girlfriend at the time worked at The Grand Illusion, an indie theater/production house in the U District. They had a projector hooked up to a VCR (much more tasteful than it sounds). I left Kari talking to my girlfriend in the lobby full of flush vintage furniture, sipping a latte. I took a quick drive up to Scarecrow Video, where I picked up a selection of old favorites.

Then we had a little screening. I knew it was going to be a late night, so I invited a few friends to join us and lend their moral support. My friends were, of course, mostly tattooed and pierced and wearing tight concert t-shirts and well-kept vintage shoes, because we were film geeks in Seattle, and that’s how it was.

We watched The Grifters, sure. And also Matchstick Men and American Buffalo. But I also threw in some oldies, like Paper Moon and even Scarlet Street (which was a remake of La Chienne, you know).

Naturally, this session required a bit more stamina than young Kari thought she had in her. After a few hours, she started to say things like “Well, this has been nice,” and “My parents are probably wondering where I am,” but we were having none of it. We plied her with espresso to keep her focused. After six hours, she stopped resisting. She sat and watched the screen, occasionally twitching. My friends sat beside her in shifts, offering their tattooed arms for support during the more emotionally difficult moments, like that part in American Buffalo where the kid from Fresh gets smacked in the face with an old telephone. Kari shuddered when that happened. And then she asked to see it again. But, we assured her, there was no going back; only forward.

I came by the next morning to see how it was going. House Of Games was playing, and the hipsters were sipping orange juice and munching croissants. Kari wasn’t allowed to have any, of course.

I knelt in front of her. I could see the light from the screen reflected back on her tear-streaked face. I took her hand in mine.

“Do you get it now?” I asked her.

“Oh yes,” she said. “Yes, I surely do.”

I signalled the projectionist to shut off the movie and bring up the lights.

“Let’s go celebrate,” I said.

“But…” Kari said, ever so earnestly, and yet with something new, a tint of – dare I say it? – mischeviousness, “isn’t there more? I thought there would be so much more.”

“Oh, there is,” I said. “But it’s out there in the big wide world. You have to find it on your own.”

She nodded. The group of us walked to a tattoo parlor on The Ave, and we all pitched in for Kari’s first piece of skin art: a beautiful dragon all across her upper torso. She was a bit disoriented and had to be restrained. But when it was over (seven hours later; that’s a fucking big tattoo), we put her in front of a mirror, and you could tell by the look on her face that something deep inside her had definitely changed. She wasn’t going to rescue any more kittens, that was for damn sure.

My friends and I said goodbye to her at Gasworks Park. We embraced her and wished her well, one at a time, while she stood there stone-faced, her eyes fixed on the far distance.

I was last. As I hugged her, she reached up and dug her fingernails into my neck.

“I’m going to get you,” she hissed into my ear. “I’m going to get all you self-important pseudo-intellectual motherfuckers.”

I gave her hips a little squeeze.

“I know you will,” I said.

She turned and walked away. A light rain was falling.

Update: Kari Farrell Escapes, Revealed As TOK Series Terminator

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Comments on “My Life With Kari Ferrell”

  1. 1 rej said at 12:33 pm on April 17th, 2009:

    this is bullshit

  2. 2 yeah said at 12:45 pm on April 17th, 2009:

    totally not true

  3. 3 Name said at 1:11 pm on April 17th, 2009:

    suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuux

  4. 4 elle said at 2:22 pm on April 17th, 2009:

    what a load of pretentiously written shite

  5. 5 PHILLY said at 5:33 pm on April 17th, 2009:

    This was funny.

    Fuck whatcha heard.

  6. 6 miconian said at 1:30 am on April 18th, 2009:

    Admit it, you guys are just jealous.

  7. 7 “Uniques” Are Not That Important | miconian said at 1:50 am on April 18th, 2009:

    [...] in reality, uniques aren’t that special. For example, my recent post about my relationship with Kari Ferrell has received over a thousand pageviews, and almost all of them were uniques. All that means is that [...]

  8. 8 YouRaLiar said at 11:44 am on April 18th, 2009:

    What a stupid story! Def not true!

  9. 9 D-Bone said at 12:34 am on April 19th, 2009:

    This is complete bull plop. Had me for the first few lines.

  10. 10 Hey said at 2:20 pm on April 19th, 2009:

    I knew Kari when she was that age and she never went to Seattle! Why would you lie and make up a stupid story like this? This is one of the most unintelligent articles I have ever read!

  11. 11 Poop said at 3:41 pm on April 19th, 2009:

    I knew Kari when she was this age too (we went to school together) we were never like best friends but we were friends and I think this shit is funny! It’s obviously not real, anyone with a brain could tell that but I thought it was amusing. Good work!

  12. 12 Name said at 8:06 pm on April 19th, 2009:

    I love how nobody is understanding that this is just a funny story you wrote.

  13. 13 Name said at 6:58 am on April 20th, 2009:

    hahahahaaaaaaaaa A+

  14. 14 Coyote said at 11:35 pm on April 20th, 2009:

    Marvelous! A song any coyote would love. Kiss kiss.

  15. 15 Mr Chipoteur said at 9:12 am on April 21st, 2009:

    you should stick to writing readers’ “true stories” for porn mags.

  16. 16 travis said at 3:22 am on April 23rd, 2009:

    You should have added a saucy sex scene.

  17. 17 Little said at 8:01 pm on April 23rd, 2009:

    Very funny. But like everyone else said, not true. Hmph. I’ve know Kari for, forever, and she wasn’t living in Seattle…when she was 16. Nice try at getting SEO up on your site and getting massive hits because you knew us Googlers would bite. LAAAAME.

  18. 18 miconian said at 12:53 am on April 24th, 2009:

    Thanks for the feedback, everyone. Those of you who are in touch with Kari, please tell her that I think of her often, and wish her all the best.

  19. 19 ilaughedandlaughed said at 4:58 pm on April 24th, 2009:

    and then i laughed some more. this is HI-LAIR-EE-US!

    ps- oh sure NOW everyone is dubious about kari stories. WAY TO GO, BONEHEADS!

  20. 20 Name said at 1:47 am on April 25th, 2009:

    This is so fucking stupid.

  21. 21 BBON said at 5:02 pm on April 25th, 2009:

    It’s a Phoenix, Not a Dragon…….

  22. 22 E M I L I E' said at 5:25 pm on May 3rd, 2009:

    “I’m going to get you,” she hissed into my ear. “I’m going to get all you self-important pseudo-intellectual motherfuckers.”

    Thats my fave line.
    I feel this way everyday.

  23. 23 really? said at 1:05 am on May 4th, 2009:

    I’m a googler that bit and . ..at least give me a well-written story, please. It was painful to read this; so many trite cliches to plow through. Wait, was that your intent perhaps? Then brava.

  24. 24 Kari Farrell Escapes, Revealed As TOK Series Terminator | miconian said at 9:01 am on May 5th, 2009:

    [...] people from Kari’s past (including myself) have noted a profound difference in her attitude towards other people between then and now. What [...]

  25. 25 skidooder said at 12:39 pm on May 6th, 2009:

    wtf
    have any of you hipsters seen anyone actually with terminal cancer. death warmed over. I have feel soory fo me yea

    You have to watch 10 so called con movies of which 2 or 3 get it.

    about this story ,I enjoyed . someone needs to do a run on. Ad to the story they meet up again she is saving a cherry tree at the arboretum from the weirdhausers

  26. 26 darlinglee said at 1:37 pm on May 6th, 2009:

    Really adorable story. Thought it was pretty obvious that it was fiction. Someone should turn her into a comic-book character…cute origin plotline.

  27. 27 Austin Charles Benton said at 11:40 pm on May 7th, 2009:

    absolute hearsay. I doubt any part of this story is even remotely true. It makes me sick to think that people my own age are being taken in with the chicks story. she is a disgrace to hipsters.

  28. 28 Drunkenatheist said at 3:53 pm on May 8th, 2009:

    This is, perhaps, the FUNNIEST shit I have read about the situation. (Barring, of course, what passes for discourse about the case on the Philly City Paper’s blog.)

    Kudos.

  29. 29 And in more Hipster Grifter news! said at 11:28 am on May 9th, 2009:

    [...] This links gives some great insight into Ferrell’s motivations and backstory. [...]

  30. 30 ragetron3030 said at 12:40 am on May 15th, 2009:

    At first I was all like WTF and then later I was all like RAGE and then I got to the end then I was completely SLOW CLAP

  31. 31 Numberica said at 11:04 pm on May 15th, 2009:

    Fucking stupid bull shit. I hate to say I KNOW that this isn’t true.

  32. 32 Liz said at 10:19 pm on October 11th, 2009:

    This isn’t true. I went to high school with her. She was still going to high school in West Jordan, Utah when she was 16.

  33. 33 Lara said at 10:45 pm on October 14th, 2009:

    Good writing. I want more. Write a book. Seriously.


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